song for mike laws - i feel your pain

Lyrics - my emphasis

I am young but a fool

I am stupid but Im cool
I am kind but Im weak
I can turn the other cheek
All I wanted was to find a friend


I just cant hide my monster side
I cant control the loss I feel
The loss I feel

If I had another chance
I would peacefully advance
But as Im fated to be here
Resigned and ridden by my fear
I should love my self but my vanity
Loves someone else

I am the best there is
Until all there is
Is hot air
Unfulfilled I take it out on you
Because you care
And because I love you
I expect you to be there

I just cant hide my monster side
I cant control the loss I feel
The loss I feel